tonight i went over to my friend kat's house to watch some footage from the feature she's currently shooting. she never fails to amaze me. she's shooting on 16mm instead of digital, and it just looks stunning. it looks like a movie from the 80's, in a very good way.
she is so incredibly inspiring, her tenacity, her determination, her will, and her boundless kindness and energy. i don't see nearly enough of her. but when i left her house tonight, i was absolutely beaming with pride for her. her film is going to be amazing, and i can't wait to see it. i can't imagine my life without her. i can't imagine my life without any of the wonderful people that currently populate it today. i have no idea what i've ever done to be so blessed, but it must have been good. they are all the most wonderful, patient, generous, loving, creative, sensitive, brilliant and just GOOD people in this world. each and every one of them in their own special way.
all right, i'm done now. excuse me while i go vomit.